What I am has certain requirements. I take Statements from people, stories about their experiences with the supernatural. They can be written Statements that I read or verbal Statements taken directly from a person. Verbal Statements are more filling, as it were, but they also have undesirable side-effects for the subject of the Statement. The spell was meant to enhance the effect I get from the written Statements. They used to be enough, so I just wanted to get back to that point. It's worked and the written Statements are more or less adequate. Someone recently saw fit to give me a verbal Statement without my asking for it. The effects of that have been enhanced, as well. To a point of being extremely uncomfortable.
I need to tone down those effects and just retain the enhancement to written Statements.
[ Just checking. By this description alone he almost sounds like some form of demon, particularly given the comparison to feeding, but that isn't a dealbreaker. Prudence has helped banish demons before; helping weaken one, so to speak, is till within a similar ballpark. ]
I see. I may be able to help you, but I'll need some time. This will require research.
I was a mortal. And I'm not a demon. There are entities in my world that are responsible for all supernatural activity. Some people think of them as gods. Really, they're just beings of extraordinary power that exist on a plane of reality outside our own. They feed on primal fears. The dark, fire, being hunted, dying. And they are those things. They perpetuate them. Some mortals with a particular affinity are selected to be their vessels. It's not like being controlled, though. Not entirely, anyway. I was Jonathan Sims. Now I'm Jonathan Sims, the Archivist. I'm fairly certain I'm still me. More or less.
They're not demons. That would imply we have anything like a hell. We don't. It's hard to say they even have the capacity to think like we do. I assume your demons are capable of conscious thought rather than just animal instinct?
So, they have bodies? The Fears aren't that concrete. Their manifestations or servants can be, but they're concepts. One of them is literally the fear of the dark. It's just a thing that is. Your Lilith's keen on destroying some of them and doesn't seem to get that it's like trying to destroy and idea. It just doesn't work that way.
It makes about as much sense as saying you're going to destroy the concept of the fear of the dark. (Which is a thing that can hate you in my world.) You could destroy the people that worship it. The cursed items associated with it. But it would always exist. Just like you could destroy every representation of a color you can find. But that doesn't stop it existing as a thing.
But no one is running around saying they're the vessel to one, and that the color requires things of them in order to feed. Everybody knows those are the actions of someone possessed by a demon.
If I didn't exist, if cursed objects and all the ways they touch our plane of existence didn't exist, the Fears would still be there. It doesn't need me, I'm just convenient. Believe what you want, but it's not a demon and I'm not possessed.
You said you need to do more research. Fine. Contact me when you've done it or if you need information. This isn't a productive conversation at the moment and I have other things to be doing.
Well of course they would. Demons can exist with or without their vessels. Everyone knows that too. But yes, this really is all rather dull. All that matters is what you are. I'll get back to you, Archivist. Good-bye.
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I take Statements from people, stories about their experiences with the supernatural.
They can be written Statements that I read or verbal Statements taken directly from a person.
Verbal Statements are more filling, as it were, but they also have undesirable side-effects for the subject of the Statement.
The spell was meant to enhance the effect I get from the written Statements.
They used to be enough, so I just wanted to get back to that point.
It's worked and the written Statements are more or less adequate.
Someone recently saw fit to give me a verbal Statement without my asking for it.
The effects of that have been enhanced, as well.
To a point of being extremely uncomfortable.
I need to tone down those effects and just retain the enhancement to written Statements.
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[ Just checking. By this description alone he almost sounds like some form of demon, particularly given the comparison to feeding, but that isn't a dealbreaker. Prudence has helped banish demons before; helping weaken one, so to speak, is till within a similar ballpark. ]
I see.
I may be able to help you, but I'll need some time. This will require research.
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That's what I am.
The title came with certain, unmentioned complications when I was hired.
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Are you a demon?
Are you a mortal possessed by a demon?
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And I'm not a demon.
There are entities in my world that are responsible for all supernatural activity.
Some people think of them as gods.
Really, they're just beings of extraordinary power that exist on a plane of reality outside our own.
They feed on primal fears.
The dark, fire, being hunted, dying.
And they are those things.
They perpetuate them.
Some mortals with a particular affinity are selected to be their vessels.
It's not like being controlled, though.
Not entirely, anyway.
I was Jonathan Sims.
Now I'm Jonathan Sims, the Archivist.
I'm fairly certain I'm still me.
More or less.
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Understood.
I don't need your life's story, Archivist.
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That would imply we have anything like a hell.
We don't.
It's hard to say they even have the capacity to think like we do.
I assume your demons are capable of conscious thought rather than just animal instinct?
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They don't even all reside in Hell. Many walk the earth, same as you or I.
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The Fears aren't that concrete.
Their manifestations or servants can be, but they're concepts.
One of them is literally the fear of the dark.
It's just a thing that is.
Your Lilith's keen on destroying some of them and doesn't seem to get that it's like trying to destroy and idea.
It just doesn't work that way.
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How would you go about destroying a color?
A color, let's say, that hates you.
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It makes about as much sense as saying you're going to destroy the concept of the fear of the dark.
(Which is a thing that can hate you in my world.)
You could destroy the people that worship it.
The cursed items associated with it.
But it would always exist.
Just like you could destroy every representation of a color you can find.
But that doesn't stop it existing as a thing.
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Everybody knows those are the actions of someone possessed by a demon.
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If I didn't exist, if cursed objects and all the ways they touch our plane of existence didn't exist, the Fears would still be there.
It doesn't need me, I'm just convenient.
Believe what you want, but it's not a demon and I'm not possessed.
You said you need to do more research.
Fine.
Contact me when you've done it or if you need information.
This isn't a productive conversation at the moment and I have other things to be doing.
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But yes, this really is all rather dull. All that matters is what you are.
I'll get back to you, Archivist. Good-bye.